is full of pandas <3

so busy busy busy.
I want a panda



like this.

I shall call it poki. Poki the Panda.

I fly to chicago in 3 weeks. the bummer is that i have no one to spend my time with in Chicago. I lose. At life.

But it doesnt matter because i can go to Maine or Ohio in the cost it would cost me to get a hotel in chicago on my larry.

More details on the amazingly random blog life latter.

oh p.s. i flooded my bathroom today. turns out i dont have pyscic abilities to know when my bath is full. ive got to re-grout some tiles and pray nothing comes through the ceiling

Waiting.

Im poor, again.
It always happens, always poor haha!
Im waiting for money to put deposit down for japan, to *hopefully* get tattooed, gotta fix my neck. and start bits on my arm.
Im so sleepy its my day off and Im sitting at home watching Bones and blogging.
Check me out. Not that theres not much point seeing as no one reads this, but its like talking aloud, sometimes you really need to get things off your chest without actually admiting anything to anyone.
Its like going to a church to confess, only I dont have anything to confess except the rather lacking of anything exciting. Woop. Go team.

I want a pet.
like a puppy. Yay

designs!

Ive been a little bashfull about putting these online, so seeing as no one reads this blog BOOOM! putting them on here.
Gain some confidence and all that jazz
Might be going to New York end of the month with a friend!
yay!







boom boom pow!

.. Old Memories

Thanks to you tube and a Devil Driver 2007 Download search

I found my old account, and some old videos. From my first time in the sea since I was 7 and other things.

Made me so happy :)

So Im sharring it with you.

Ive done too much over time this week so I'm full on hoping my paycheck gets me my tattoo stuff, my deposit and my new clothes.

Draining Work Ragime

To save for Japan Im working like I have no social life (I say 'like' I have no social life but Ive basically got non whats so ever), the mere mention of 'drink', 'party', 'dance' or 'lets go to...' makes me crawl like some kind of vampire back to the dark pit I call my room.
Ive also come into the broody month of my year, I saw this gorgeous gorgeous puppy the other day, proper cute, big floppy ears and a look that would melt the heart of even the evilest of villains (by that I mean a Mojo Jojo kinda villain because I m pretty sure if you threw a puppy like this at Cruella Deville or Skeletor guy from He-Man then they'd either eat or clobber it to death and make it into a hat) and I realised that I want to be a mummy to said puppy or one of equal cute value.

Im pretty sure Id be an amazing mum, I love animals more than I love my family and friends, dont worry they all know I do, I use to tell them frequently that Fatty was the only one I truely loved and my family just nod and smile and basically think Ive lost the plot. They kinda have a point.

Right now Im watching Alan Carr. You should be too.

My friend saw me writing on this the other day and went " Does anyone even read this?" My reply?

"I think if anyone did they'd be put to sleep"

She agreed. Ha.

Whats awesome about today?

Alan Carr and Chocoalte Pocki sticks. end.

Fatty

Fatty was my beloved hamster, I basically loved him more than alot of people, I'd had him since he was a baby and hes always loved being played with and cuddled. He use to come out of his house when ever I called out his name. He was social and lovely, never bit, wee'd or pooed on anyone. He escaped once but only to go sit by my mother and wait to be picked up and put back. Like any hamster he was a curious lil guy and his habit of taking rather long jumps off very high surfaces. He loved to climb stairs, eat and basically sleep. He never played in his wheel and liked to be cuddled. He loved all kinds of food especially tortea wraps, cucumbers, honey sticks and watermelon.
He was my baby, my family and a better soul than alot of people I know and yesterday after only being in my life for a year, he died. He had been ill past 2 days I thought it was wet tail but the vet found a tumour and he had to be put down.
He was burried today under a little tree where I live and will always be in my heart.

Pathetic? Maybe but I'd rather be pathetic than be not capable of forming a bond with something and missing it when its gone.

RIP Fatty.

p.sssssssssss

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